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"If I created the trouble, then I have to fix it." says spider-man. At this moment I'm so disappointing because I missed too many chances that I can have.

The things are the chance to find a job, the chance to save money to my mom, the chance to teach my brother before he entering undergraduate stage, and the chance to meet the persons I want to have. Yes, the only reason is I can't go back... but the time is passed.

Remember the last semester, I nearly spent all my energy doing my school stuff. Taking classes, writing reports, meeting with team members, solving academy problems, and also cooking to my roomates. Those things were kind of heavy for me in just few months, but I did believe I can make them well. However, I know I was totally wrong when I saw my grade... I almost can't believe I got a F here. 

Although I've tried very hard to convince the professor to let me pass, the professor insisted his decision.

In order to graduate, there are only two options I can have. One is to take summer classes to balanace my CGPA back to 3.0 up, and the other is to repeat the course I failed in next semester. Everyone knows I would choose the first. 

Unfortunately, taking the summer classes doesn't help my CGPA successfully, so meanning that I still need to stay. Oh damn it!

The only thing I can do now is to fix it. I created the trouble, so I have to. That's my responsbility, or more specifically saying, duty.

I would gonna to say I absolutely don't want, and I cannot waste this precious time. I know I've lost too many. This time, I'm pretty serious.